It is Finished!

Signed the papers a few hours ago. Now it just has to go sit on a judge’s desk till it gets signed. I found out i don’t have to pay extra to go back to using my original name. Super hyped abou_ Miguelina:In 24 hours in a day, I stand up or walk around for typically [...]
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Elsy:
I'm terrified of sex, but I still want to have it?
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
I know I wont get anywhere thinking like this.
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
I feel like guys have this image of what girls should look like due to porn, but I'm nothing like that and so I'm scared to have sex with someone for they might get grossed out.
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
I have bacne and hair and stretch marks.
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
I just don't want to disappoint them because I don't look like these other girls.
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
I also am scared to take things to the next level with guys now, even if its just kissing.
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
He would also comment on things that I never noticed about myself or disliked about myself before he pointed it out.
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
He just kind went in even though I told him I wanted to wait a bit until I was comfortable, ready and in the right setting.
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
He was my first kiss, but I did not consent to it.
(18 May 2020)

Elsy:
I was a sophomore (now a junior) when I dated a guy for a short while that was very pushy about exchanging nudes, making out, and getting intimate all within the first week we dated.
(18 May 2020)