do dildo’s count?

So I have never been fucked, but have had a couple of dildo’s in me. Wanted to know your thoughts. your answers are appreciated._ Daphine:He is like 4 years older than me and we live in different cities.(9 August 2018) Daphine:He is a father and husband and I am lonely.(9 August 2018) Daphine:He is a businessman and I [...]
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Joya:
He is also extremely thin and my body is more normal.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
Fyi, he is younger than me by 7 years (im 41 and he is 34). Again i look great but i am not 20 either.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
So, ive already asked him if he is attracted to me sexually and he said that he is but im not getting strong signals.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
I asked him if we are boyfriend and girlfriend and he joyfully said yes.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
He didn't really want me to touch it either.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
He loved kissing me and we touched everywhere but when i went to touch him (down there) he wasn't really hard and it kept becoming soft.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
Finally a few weeks ago we started making out.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
I used to model too, so i know for fact that i have a very beautiful face). Also, he never talked to me about anything sexual.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
We started off as friends and he never would compliment me that im pretty (which i think i am at a tall 5'8 and 135 lbs.
(12 August 2018)

Joya:
I met him at the restaurant i work at.
(12 August 2018)