O Woe Is Me, Should I Have Hit Delete?

Last summer I had such hope,That by this time In my lifeI would have a loveAlas that is not the case.I am hopelessly aloneWith not a prospect In sight.How can I say that?I can with ease.For as much as_ Maurice:I tried getting a girlfriend and doing that lovey dovey stuff they don’t want that from me.(24 [...]
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Merna:
We've been to this kinda party before and she'd sit on my lap and hold my hand.
(23 October 2017)

Merna:
We've been together for over a year and would always hold hands in public.
(23 October 2017)

Sha:
Would you stop being friends with someone over this? Please read!!?
(23 October 2017)

Sha:
So eventually after i kept bugging her she let me in and there he was sleeping on the floor, and i have been told by people that they have had sex.
(23 October 2017)

Sha:
She then tried to tell me that he was there the day before but she thinks he left sometime in the night out the back door.
(23 October 2017)

Sha:
When i kept questioning her she kept acting more nervous and when i asked if i could look in her house she said no.
(23 October 2017)

Sha:
So i made a surprise visit to her house at like 6 in the morning, and when i asked her if he was in the house she said no.
(23 October 2017)

Sha:
The thing is i dont like my boyfriens around her cause although he denies ever trying to sleep with her, i know he has made advances. her ex boyfriend calls me early the next morning and told me he thinks my boyfriend spent the night at her house.
(23 October 2017)

Sha:
They both swear they werent doing anything cause her kids were in the house and that my boyfriend always pulls his pants up cause he's skinny and her ex took it the wrong way.
(23 October 2017)

Sha:
Well recently me and him got into a huge fight and i kicked him out my house.
(23 October 2017)