“Closet Slut”

I am amazed at how fast things have happened for me on here and want to share my experiences with anyone who’ll read my blog but I do have to thank my friend for her encouragement or I don’t think I w_ Juana:I asked him if he wanted to see a movie but never responded until [...]
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Beatris:
Im not sure how he feels about me now.
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
Should I tell him I want him back or would I be wasting my time?
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
He has also said we should have a baby but as soon as I d ask to talk about it he would brush it off.
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
He s said numerous times that his friends say if anyone was made for him it was me, he s also told me that he was almost in love with me, he s even told me he loved me a few times when he was drunk tho so I don t think that counts.
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
He s been in 3 other relationships within that time but always seemed to end up with me.
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
We had sex and we continued to have sex on a regular basis for the past 2 years now.
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
We didn t speak for 3 months after it ended then one day he showed up at my door in the middle of the night, it was a down pour of rain outside- something you would see in a movie so I let him in.
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
It got to be so much that he couldn t take it anymore so he ended things.
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
I wanted to give him a chance but once we got together my past creeped up on me and I accused him of doing things he wasn t actually doing.
(18 September 2017)

Beatris:
I was in an abusive relationship so I didn t reply give guys a chance then this guy I liked came out and told me he liked me too.
(18 September 2017)