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Melva:
And I talked to my counselor and nothing really happened.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
They say they do but why are they still doing this to me?
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
They haven't made any changes in how they treat me, they don't understand.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I've talked to my parents about how I'm feeling about a month ago and they forgot.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I feel really alone and sort of hopeless.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I really just need ONE friend who I can talk to and not be ignored but everyone seems to ignore me on Facebook and Facebook is really the only thing I use to talk to people.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
Everytime I message someone, I feel like I'm bothering them and I should just go away because they don't care.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I just want to die and leave this cruel world behind.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I've lost about 40 pounds from not eating and I feel really alone and two years ago I tried to end my life and I don't think anyone cares.
(30 April 2017)

Melva:
I started self harming about two months ago, took up smoking (legally, I'm 18) and I cry everyday.
(30 April 2017)