THIS place, THAT place

There is A place in my past a place made of joy, of hope, of the future, a place made of pain, denial, of hope lost. This place is a real place a place made of brick, of concrete a place made of wood,_ Jeanice:How can I approach him without upsetting him?(27 May 2017) Jeanice:I know this [...]
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Gertha:
I said I was okay, I didn't want him to feel bad about making me feel bad.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
He lied next to me I turned the other way and cried.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
He asked if I wanted to stop I said yes and he got off.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
I continued to squirm or quietly zone out and watch TV.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
He just said to relax and I to won't hurt for long and I'll start to enjoy it.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
I was dry and he had to use spit as lube to get it in.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
He tried to position me on my back but I kicked him and twisted away so he just put it in anyway he could which was by holding me down on my stomach.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
I squirmed to get away but eventually I gave up and watched tv.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
He held me in place and started giving me oral.
(28 May 2017)

Gertha:
He took my pants off while I was saying quit it and kicking.
(28 May 2017)