Feeling Very Lonely In My Mid 50’s

You are very hard to find girl. I have just a few years left in my life, and I want someone to love again, someone to make me feel loved, and for me to love someone again. Life is complicated, I am not what you would say in love anymore with an ex, I am [...]
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Laticia:
Am i the only one who feels like this?
(29 November 2016)

Nelia:
Is it normal if I don't want to get married?
(29 November 2016)

Nelia:
I don't believe there's someone out there who would love me.
(29 November 2016)

Nelia:
Since then I don't want to trust anyone again.
(29 November 2016)

Nelia:
But even those bestfriends who I spent everyday with for years and I always helped (I never asked them for help, I didn't want to be a burden like my parents told me I'm a burden to them) left me actually when they found a new friend.
(29 November 2016)

Nelia:
Because of that ever since I was a kid I would only trust my bestfriends.. At least I believed they loved me.
(29 November 2016)

Nelia:
Their failed marriage is also one of the reasons why I don't want to get married.
(29 November 2016)

Nelia:
I mean who would love me when even my own parents don't?
(29 November 2016)

Nelia:
I believe true love does exist but for others, not me.
(29 November 2016)

Alanna:
How do I get over the sorrow of being a 2nd rate cousin?
(29 November 2016)