Need help

I am going through a break up.. It is hitting me pretty hard.. I fell in love with this girl. She left me to go try work things out with her ex because of the kids.. I dated her for 6 months. Not looking for sex or just get off. I really don’t know what [...]
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Janell:
All of my siblings older than her have already moved out, except for my one sister who will soon.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
Recently, my next oldest sibling graduated high school and has moved away to college.
(30 October 2016)

Janell:
So to start off, I am the youngest of eight kids.
(30 October 2016)

Jennine:
Since my Dad doesn't love me how do I accept it?
(30 October 2016)

Jennine:
Also if he doesn't love me might he still like me or does not loving me mean he doesn;t like me either?
(30 October 2016)

Jennine:
My Mom says I just need to accept this.
(30 October 2016)

Jennine:
How do I accept he doesn't love me?
(30 October 2016)

Jennine:
He sees me on holidays and stuff and is nice but my Mom says he only does that to feel good about himself and for my grandmother (his Mom). Usually he does not show up.
(30 October 2016)

Jennine:
He says he loves me but he doesn't come to my games or anything because he is doing stuff with his wife.
(30 October 2016)

Lorette:
How do I bring this up to him without coming across as a jerk?
(30 October 2016)